how do i start?ok,i'm confuse...things i see and things i feel.its not a good feeling.its all mixing up and it seems it wants me to feel pain.what i'm seeing..how can i say it?am i doing something wrong?yeah,but what?when i think about it,why do i always feels like i'm the one doing the wrong thing?is that true?so many questions wondering in my head but i cant seem to get the right answers for each questions.does this mean i have to find it out myself the hard way or it will never have an answer?for a 15 year old girl,i sure have many things to think about.but..wait..no,i'm wrong.i dont have many things to think about..theres just one.above all,thats the most important thing thats in my head.now i'm confuse whether i should find out the answer or leave it..is that it?that one question in my head which is causing me to have a strong curiosity?sigh,nevermind.sometimes,i wish that all will be well with everyone in this world.full of happyness and no such thing as sadness,sorrow,pain that bestows upon anyone.if its like that,i bet everyone will be having one great life.well,this kind of stuff really exist through my imagination..thats right..imagination.but is this all really came true,will it be known as life?when i think back,life means something.its so important and people exist because of it.right now,the thing i saw,was it an ostacle for me to face in order to reach my goal?if thats the case,it makes me feel sad.but ya know what?i might have said it cause me sadness but i'm gonna face that obstacle hand down.no matter how much it hurts or kill me,i'm gonna break those obstacles that will continue in order for me to reach my destination!i just have to stay strong and believe because by believing,just a little believe can give u a big success.just yesterday,one of the member of parents teachers association in my school gave a speech.--"one of thing that made me successful was by imagination.it all comes down to our attitude.compare a chicken and an eagle.they are both bird but whats different is that one of them can fly and because it can fly so high in the sky,that makes it more special.its flies freely and that might just have gave it success as a bird.many of you are chickens,still learning,but looks to the left and look to the right,a very little of you are eagles"--thats was what he said.interesting,right?and no doubt about it,everything he said is true.now,i just have to work hard and believe,i'm sure that it will help me.