Kingdom Hearts
the story that has true love until the end
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Its no use....i cant help myself.I cant bring myself to forget Gareth.why...i'm suppose to be really mad but all i feel is sadness everyday since that day.Trying to think positive and just forget gareth like that by smiling and joking around...its not working.All i just want to ever do is cry.Please,i beg to forget everything but i really cant.Because Gareth gave me so much to remember and because i love him so dearly,i cant just forget.I dont even want to forget....Was it my fault that it became like that..I am sorry.why is that i can forget that easily.I learned the painful truth about gareth that he never cared for me and his friends told him to never talk to me and he did so...shouldnt i be angry..i should be angry and forget every memory i had with him but i just cant.Please stop it.I dont wanna cry and feel that pain again.i hate myself so much.So much right now.But i didnt mean to..i'm sorry,Gareth.i'm really sorry.Why does everything has to be so hard.why was i inlove with him when this was gonna happen.Why was i blind.why did it have to end like that...I just wanna say that i'm really sorry.I...miss..you a lot..and i still love u like i always did since then..
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Its a New Year 2011
Its finally new year!A 2011 new year!!!whattaya know!this day has finally come.My family stayed at Saujana hotel yesterday at KL.Also,its because its mom and dad's anniversary.We stayed in the room that they stayed on their wedding night.The room was quite beautiful!!it was a suite!!then we saw the new year fireworks at the hotel too!!so beautiful and it was around 5 minutes plus.I'm so happy i saw it.Anyways...i'm doing ok now.Slowly trying to forget abt it.U know..to be honest..i was very excited cause i thought i can spend christmas and new years with Gareth.Yeah,i know i said that the post before this was the last about Gareth but...i just..sigh...Who knew that it would ended up like this...But i know that i cant ever change gareth's mind.Its already done.The only thing to do is forget about it and move on.OK!no time to be frowing now...its new year!!!i hope i'll have a great year this year.More of good luck to me and my family,i hope.i want it to be a great year!Ok,bye for now.
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