DUNNO WHY BUT I'M FEELING HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha!!!!!

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sigh....wat am i gonna do?i'm not sure what i should do....i cant really take it anymore....i've been holding my feelings for 5 months now....i know i'm selfish to ask u to come back but....please gareth, come back......i juz cant hold on any more...i've never got a chance to see u or go out with you when u were still here....please juz come back....i know i'm asking for something impossible....but all i ever want is to see u.....sigh.....i wish that it was easy for me so i'm able to see u all the time...i really miss u a lot..do u know that..?i know i am able to chat with u online but it would me much greater to see u...well,at least i'm still in touch with u...thats a good thing....i guess....if u ever come back and i ever get to see u...that will be a great chance...i juz hope that it will come true....

.....just thinking.....

i'm back again!!roar......kinda boring and nothing to say....hmmm.....oh,i already said sorry to gareth and he forgave me already!!!!!!!yeah!!!!i'm super happy!!!i'm very glad!!!he's great....=)...!!hmm.....i was just thinking....when we love someone,we shouldnt love them by appearance....we should always love them because of who they are...in other words is their characteristic....its wrong to love someone just because of their prettyness or good looking-ness.thats wat i think.the reason why i love gareth is because of who he is...lol....he's funny and nice and he's not like other ppl that i know...he's different....and for that..,he's a very special person to me...its just sad that i never got a chance to see him before he left to canada...sigh....thats why i'm trying my very best to save money to see him....well,i'm just saying that we should love someone not cause of their appearance but who they are....=D.........

to gareth...i'm sorry..

sigh.......yesterday i was mad at someone.....not just someone...someone who was very important to me....i just lost my anger and scolded him....i really hate myself sometimes..!i felt really sad yesterday and i cried a lot....i scolded the person i love and now i feel horrible...wat kind of person am i..?i told him to never talk to me again....i din mean it....its just because i had a rough day at school and just lost my anger at him...i just really want to say sorry to him...i'm sorry....gareth....

today in school......

hey.....sumtin bad happen to me in school today......yeah....it started out as a fun day but ended as a bad day.....sigh.........i dun really want to talk about it..cuz its an embarrasing thing for me....it wasnt nice at all....it was really bad...and i was moody all the way home and still am..sigh.......such a bad day....='(

myself!

hello everybody!!!i'm felicia and i just recently joined blogspot which is a blog where i can express all my feelings and tell ya bout me and all my daily happenings!!well,not all cuz some are personal!!haha!well,firstly...i go to SMKDJ and i'm form 2!always like using the com and worrying one day i might get to addicted!!lol!well,already am.i'm also an anime fan!!LOVE ANIMES!!!watch a lot of anime!!and also have mangas!!a lot!!but sadly.....i have to sell them away...sob.......sob.......okay!!!i also like to play badminton!!very fun!!^_^!hehe!well,life in school,all i can say is sometimes its fun and sometimes i have my hard and bad time.in class..,we laugh too much cuz of the "NUT"of the class!he even makes teacher laugh and very sick minded!!lol.i call him BABBOON!!and worst is tat this fella doesnt even know wat "babboon" means....===!haha!well,in my class theres always laughter!we laugh all the way!!i also have friends in other classes and other school.but sadly...rite now...a really important friend of mine moved to canada.....sob..its a really sad news to me....but gladly,i'm still in touch with him...THROUGH COM!!!wakakaka!!sigh...i miss him a lot!well,....i still have more things to say but RITE NOW I HAVE TO GET READY FOR SCHOOLLLLLLL!!!!I"M LATEEEEEEEEE!!!!bye!!!XD!