Flo Rida - Club Can't Handle Me ft. David Guetta [Official Music Video] ...

what a great song!!!!!!!

Laza Morgan - This Girl (Video)!!!!!

My weird and funny mind

its been so long since i last updated!WOAH!!well,i can tell you something!so many things happened!!!i dont know how to start but in months or maybe in weeks or days,many things can happen.greaT!but recently i just watched step up...in 3D!!!its AWESOME!my rating is 20/10!haha!!beyond the rating point.i love the show.it was a worth it show.plus,the songs in there....club cant handle me and this girl.........MAGNIFICENT!i've been listening to it a lot whenever i come online.what great songs!!!theres another one called beggin by madcon!!also great!the dance are great!very creative and strong!OH YEAH!did i mention today is merdeka day!?well,it is!!HAPPY MERDEKA DAY!!!!!!53 years!!gareth's feeling sad that he's not here but hey..he's a malaysian no matter what.in his heart,he's celebrating merdeka day.i miss him.speaking of him,his summer break ends today.that means he can only come online during the weekends....sad,huh?but i was happy enough that i was able to chat with him the whole summer break.i'm sad that he cant come online everyday now but i'm much better to hear that he can come online during the weekends.at least we can talk.so,i'm still in progress.saving up money as much as i can.for sure,without a doubt,i'm going canada on january.oh..another thing,pmr is coming!!!!!and next week we start our 2 weeks holidays..but we cant have fun.we form 3's have to study all the time.also,after the two weeks holiday,i found out that we have a small pmr examination to test u again.awww...man.i wish pmr was already over.i'm actually kind of scared now.about pmr.its worrying me.BUT!i didnt even try yet..so i wouldnt know.so i cant give up now!gotta work hard.already promised myself and gareth.anyways,many things have happened as i said.Florentina's birthday is coming up on this thursday.she's gonna be 5!!aiya...sometimes i feel that she's elder than me.she orders me around and love to say "whatever" to me.SIGH!hahaha...i cant really do anything abt it.she's having fun.hmm...as much days pass by,i get more scared,more sad and more happy.i have a weird emotion,ya know that.but thats me for ya.theres so much things that happens in life whether its hardship or easyness or maybe even sadness.but i'm very fortunate to have a life because i have the greatest person in my life.i'm so happy to have live life for 15 years now.to have exist in this world.truly,i am glad to have someone i truly love with all my heart.its amazing how people can go through life.though i may not seen him or have time with him,i already promised to go and meet him on january.think i'm joking?haha,think again.i made a promise and felicia will keep her promise.no matter what it takes,i'll keep that promise until the end and meet him.i dont have a perfect life with full of happyness but i do know one thing..i have a great family,great friends,a great life and a wonderful person whom i love in every way and forever will love.:).OKAY!i think i have done typing out what my weird head/brain wanted to say.theres more but i think i should stop for now.;).

Because i am felicia she and because you make me happy,i'll say this...forever in life and eternity,i will always love you for you are the person i truly am inlove with.Nothing in this world can ever stop me from loving you because the love i have for you is something not even magic can break.

Friends to me.

Maryam/ili-my farney partners that loves being crazy and hyper 24/7.:)they can ROCK U!
Li Mun-the little cucumber who can really bully u.so dont mess with her eventhough she's small.;)
chee yee-the grumpy negative one who u can really depend on whenever u have a trouble.she may seem grumpy but deep down she really is great.
Joanna-the party woman.cool as ice and will turn up the party(if theres one)
Vanessa-the one thats up to some great knowledge.she gives good advise.so,listen to me and take her advise's.its a one in a million.
Yean hui-the yam cake.popular around the people.trust me,she is one that will make ur world upside down and its a good thing!
ashley-the shy little girl.she has korean knowledge.ask her abt any korean shows,she will give u answers beyond ur imagination.
gabrielle/danielle-the twins that will make u feel better if u had a bad day.their soothing words calm you.also known as anime lovers.
shery-the korean GIRL!!!snsd lover!!!she knows korean stuff too!A LOT!she's currently in love with bi rain!
teo yi fung-though i dont knw much,i hear she's awesome!the funneh one!she loves RDJ!she has RDJ spirit!
tamilmalar-the good one.she's nice but not much people knw that.she's fun around and always a positive thinker.
pirabaswary/thavisri-also known as a good ones.they talk a lot in class but hey!thats them for ya!they really can help u when u need help.
charmaine/szi yun-charmaine is the hyper candy girl.beware!if she ate candy or choc,she can be too hyper.szi yun is the atletic girl who is really super flexible.she likes fun together with charmaine.
zhi qing and the gang-they really are nice people.seriously.no kidding.people should like them mre.
shaun-the good guy.he helps u if u have problems and gives u courage to carry on.
weng woh-the funny garfield.he's cute and naughty at the same time but he has a good heart.
benjamin-technology guy.he's pro,ya know!dont messy with him in technology.
wei lun-haha,what to say abt this guy ah?he's a good guy too.i call him fei zhai.

woot!theres so much friends around me.i cant list them all,but in my heart,they all are something to me.they help me during hard times i had,sad times,and laughed together with me.so many memories.painful and great memories.all of this is my life.theres one more friend.>
Gareth hoom-a big love that came to me.a person who loves and cherish his friends like no other.if u ever feel upset or down,then he's the guy who will do his best to make u smile again.when theres no him,the whole world just doesnt feel right.he's a big part in this world and he means something in everybody's heart.well,he means something big to me alright!with this,i end my post by saying that...i love him..:).truly love him like u've never loved anything that much before...

what a life

i always think and wonder....life is great,isnt it?i mean u can feel things,learn things...theres so many things we can do with life.We can feel feelings which are so great such as happiness,excited,hyper,gladness and best of all,love.theres much more.but we cant also forget that theres painful feelings that hurt us.well,thats part of life.we learn from our mistakes.its amazing how people are created to enjoy life.but sadly,few of them use them the wrong way.other that that,u can see the happiness any of the people have in this world.their joyful laugh,their their happy faces when something good comes along.what i enjoy most is that people's faces when they have love for one another.with their family,friends or even lovers.when i see them just having a good time with their loverS,i would like feel that too.its great!their faces when they are together.then again,now,i cant say anything nor do anything abt it.as for mine,i guess i have to wait.thats the only thing to do.wait in patience.pray,believe and imagine that i can.life is sure one interesting thing.so many things that can be done.we are fortunate a word call "life and humans" exist.i am very fortunate yet glad and so happy because i am a human being and is able to experience life.best yet i have a love now.isnt that great,huh?:).i am one lucky girl alright!i dont know what to say or how to show my appreciation to god for letting me have the person i love now.truly marvelous how god does his work and gives miracle.trust me,he gave me miracleS and luckS before.;)!now in return,i will help those in need in life.the more help people get,the more better the world becomes.i cant control my anger towards some people but i will try.i dont hate people until i hold grudges.i just may dislike them and someday,i will come to be friends with them.thats life for ya.u be enemies and the next u know,u are friends with them.well,for now.this is all i can say.i have to go out now.:)!i will be back!

Forever

Together shall we be, henceforth till the end of eternity.

how do i start?ok,i'm confuse...things i see and things i feel.its not a good feeling.its all mixing up and it seems it wants me to feel pain.what i'm seeing..how can i say it?am i doing something wrong?yeah,but what?when i think about it,why do i always feels like i'm the one doing the wrong thing?is that true?so many questions wondering in my head but i cant seem to get the right answers for each questions.does this mean i have to find it out myself the hard way or it will never have an answer?for a 15 year old girl,i sure have many things to think about.but..wait..no,i'm wrong.i dont have many things to think about..theres just one.above all,thats the most important thing thats in my head.now i'm confuse whether i should find out the answer or leave it..is that it?that one question in my head which is causing me to have a strong curiosity?sigh,nevermind.sometimes,i wish that all will be well with everyone in this world.full of happyness and no such thing as sadness,sorrow,pain that bestows upon anyone.if its like that,i bet everyone will be having one great life.well,this kind of stuff really exist through my imagination..thats right..imagination.but is this all really came true,will it be known as life?when i think back,life means something.its so important and people exist because of it.right now,the thing i saw,was it an ostacle for me to face in order to reach my goal?if thats the case,it makes me feel sad.but ya know what?i might have said it cause me sadness but i'm gonna face that obstacle hand down.no matter how much it hurts or kill me,i'm gonna break those obstacles that will continue in order for me to reach my destination!i just have to stay strong and believe because by believing,just a little believe can give u a big success.just yesterday,one of the member of parents teachers association in my school gave a speech.--"one of thing that made me successful was by imagination.it all comes down to our attitude.compare a chicken and an eagle.they are both bird but whats different is that one of them can fly and because it can fly so high in the sky,that makes it more special.its flies freely and that might just have gave it success as a bird.many of you are chickens,still learning,but looks to the left and look to the right,a very little of you are eagles"--thats was what he said.interesting,right?and no doubt about it,everything he said is true.now,i just have to work hard and believe,i'm sure that it will help me.

hrm....i've been thinking these days.about many things.some are difficult and hard to imagine and some are just sad.to be honest,i feel confuse and uncertain.why u ask?well,lets say i have many things to think about.i've been keeping and holding on to a feeling for so long which is hard to say but it feels like a rock fell on my heart and its been there for so long.i'm always smiling but when that certain thought comes to me,all i ever do is feel sad and the painful feeling comes back.i'm able to smile just for a while again after that but maybe thats the true meaning of my name.felicia means happyness.maybe thats why i'm often seen as a happy person.smiling all the time.but theres a thought in my head that always makes me feel depress.i think i know what it is.all my life,i've been fooled and acted as a fool.sometimes i do the wrong things without noticing it and because of that,i think i might have hurt a few people.i guess i can be called as a selfish person.being a 15 year old girl and going to highschool and being the eldest sibling,its hard and stressful.but compare to others like my mom and dad,my problem is nothing.sometimes,i might have thought that going to school just makes me feel angry.all of this change when i met someone.turns out in the end,i like this person.wait,no.i mean i came to love him.it was that very place that i always stood even when it rain or shining brightly and waited for uncle bus that made me to meet him.under that very tree right opposite of the school i go.these days i never stood there like i did in form 1.but sometimes i would walk across the road and go to that very place.i realise that i've come to love that place for it was the place that gave me happyness in life.gareth hoom...what can i say abt him...funny,friendly,kind,childish,entertaining,and sometimes often think negative.hahaha,but i guess thats what makes people love him a lot.also,he is able to make others happy.sometimes,when i think back on the day he left,i just wondered why didnt i just jump on a cab and went and tell him goodbye at the airport.i'm a fool.the happyness i have now is because i'm able to be with him.because of him,i was able to feel true love for the first time.now,i pray that i'm able to see him this year.no matter what,i have to go.somehow,i'm gonna make it possible.thats a thing i'm willing to put my life on.

William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet quotes

"For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo."


"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name.
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet."

My hope and wish

Gareth Hoom Teck Leem,i'm gonna tell you something!I want to be with you forever.Thats a true thing.

True love

True love never leaves any of the two lovers heart.No matter what may come by to break them apart,they'll remain together forever if they truly love each other.Until the very end no matter the cause.

to be with forever

sigh,recently i've been feeling so stress up.the exams...and all that.i'm feeling so angry that i can break a wall.these two guys is ruining li mun's life.i cant tell whats it cause its personal but one things for sure is that they are demanding.they already have someone in their life yet they still want more and the worst is that they pick li mun of all people.Love.....its not something people should make fun of.its one of the most strongest and meaningful feeling.its not a joke nor a simple thing.not being able to be with the one you love...thats a feeling even i cant imagine.all i know is that it hurts.despite all this,my love will keep on being strong.i will try to clear the obstacles that comes by.i dont intend to leave the person i love or make him upset.thats just wrong!love is a precious thing.its like a life.to me,people wont exist without love.so thats why love is important.love is not about having fun,kissing,dating or any of that.its abt the feelings two people have for each other.thats called true love without a doubt.even me,i wish to be with the one i love forever despite everybody doubts about it.so dont take love as a slight thing.to those two people who keeps causing li mun pain,just stop it!she has a life and you do too.leave her alone.if u continue this,i have no choice but to give u a lesson.u caused her pain and i dont intend to let you continue.no,not to her.she's young and has a lot more important things to do in life.just get off her back.

A true hope

私はいつも永遠にあなたを愛して



:)!

it might been a great memory

u know,i've always have a regret...just thinking about it makes me wonder what a person i am to waste it.i always regret the time where i never went out with gareth when he was still here.what a fool i am.looking at all those couples these days,going out together,watching movies together makes me so sad and hurt.it makes me realise that i am a bad person for never showing up to meet gareth twice!!but i'm glad he's willing to forgive me.but for me,its unacceptable for doing that.i'm pretty sure he was kinda upset that i didnt go.this makes me so sad.i feel sad now because i think i'm been punish for not going.i guess i really deserve it.but i made a promise to myself,when i go canada,i am going to pay him back 100%!i will make it a day he will never forget!firstly i will give him a big hug!!then enjoy everyday there with him!that i sure will do it for him!right now,at this very moment,i would love to say "i love you" straight to him.someday,i'm sure i will get to say it to him.i know it.

Full House

Holidays

heyyy!its still holidays!!another few more days then its back to school and the next thing ya know it is exams!argh!!exams are coming on the 4th of march!:(!!anyways,i have a lot of angpaus!but i'm not done collecting it all yet.still have more places to go.oh,my youngest sis has asthma now.my dad is thinking of giving brandy away cause he's probably the main reason why my sis has asthma.:'(!nooo!!i dont wanna give brandy away..sob...he's such a good dog eventhough he's a bit naughty.sigh..my sis is sick now...i hope her asthma goes away.anyways,we went to grandpa's house at pahang for CNY.then we played fireworks.we also played some kind of lantern that will fly up to the sky and have to make a wish while its going up.ARGH!i dont wanna go back to school yet!!then its also exams!i'm surely gonna fail 100% for maths!!!These days,i've been kinda sad.i feel really hurt.sometimes i would just cry.i miss gareth so much.i havent been chatting with him lately.he didnt come online.he didnt come just now also.i really miss him so much...i try to control my feelings but i would just cry.nobody understands how much i really miss him.well,all i have to do is hope i get enough money!i have to go canada no matter what!!!!

Chinese new year + Valentines day

hallo!!!so long i didnt updated adi!well,i was kinda busy!anyways,today is chinese new year and valentines day!!yes!!angpaus!!!MONEY!!!!$_$!!yesterday nite,we went and ate at pantai seafood with kong kong and nai nai.the food was nice but i have stomach ache now!!:(!oh,i forgot!!i didnt take the injection yet!!i think the school is posponing it.anyways,as i was saying...its CNY!!ah yes!later we are to kong kong's hse to eat and get angpauS!its a family custom!valentines day.......GARETH!!!come online la!!!!sob..sob....i cant give gareth anything....:'(!i wonder if any girls will give gareth valentines day gift...:'(...i'm sure a lot of them will give him....:'((((((((!!!!!!!awww....sob...so sad la.i want to give him something but i have no money!!i have to save it up so i can go see him...haya...so many girls gonna give him valentines day gift......*bang my head*!!AHH!!haiz...

INJECTION!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!TOMORROW HAVE TO TAKE A TETANUS INJECTION IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!some people told me the injection will be painful later!!!!even mummy say so!!!!O_O!!!NOOO!!!!!TOMORROW!!!!!I DONT WANNA TAKE IT!!!!NO!!NO!!NO!!!I'm super terrified!!My friends told me that after we take the injection,the hands will be pain!!T.T!EVEN NOW MY HAND HURTS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!!!:(!!!im sure gonna be even terrified tomorrow.sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb........

Like a normal day

Woooo!!Today i saw a WORM!!!a really BIG and long one.i think its a earth worm...eee...scary la.my geo teacher didnt come today and a replacement teacher came in!!the teacher was SOOO nice,funny and childish!!she even told us that she likes bleach,naruto and ben 10!!Haha!i was shocked!then she ask us to play a game.it was her idea.The game was so fun!!everybody have to write their nickname,city they were born,fav food and hobby in a paper.we cant write our real name.then teacher put the papers in her pencil box and ask mikhail to pick a paper and read it out and we have to guess who is the person!lol!its sounds boring but it was so fun!!then teacher was laughing with us and said "u suck" to jie ming cause he put his nickname"JM" which was so obvious to know that its him!!hahah!!laugh so much t0day!and i keep singing and dancing the three bears song!its so addictive!:D!GAH!i'm so tired eventhough i slept just now!!!LUCKILY TOMORROW IS SATURDAY!!!!WEEKENDS!!!!!!YESSS!!!finally weekends have come.can sleep and watch tv!!chinese new year holidays are coming also!!have 1 weeks!!waa...the days are getting better.ehehe...valentine's day is coming soon.2 more weeks.cant wait to see valentines day week cause school will be selling few Valentines day stuff and people will buy it to give to their "ahum..ahum".:D!sigh...but i wont be having fun...cause gareth is not here...:(.Wait a minute.....chinese new year is coming...on february 14...2 more weeks...chinese new year........YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CAN GET ANG PAU!!!!MORE MONEY!!!!!YAY!!!!!!*starts dancing around*!!YES!!!!!i will get ang pau means more money!!ehehe!!i must get a lot of money to go canada!!!MUST GO CANADA!!!!!!!!!MUAHAHA!!i hope i go during winter time cause i wanna see snow.But i worried that mummy cant stand the cold.well,we will just have to see abt it...:)!

Star*

aloha!!waaa!!i'm so tired now cause i didnt sleep earlier.i was doing my KHB paper work!finally i finished it!!i mean its not finished...i just did until wat teacher told us to do!anyways,tomorrow got khb..means have to bring our wood and cut it and hammer and all that!!so lazy to do that!:(!Today,i was laughing so much cause ili and maryam was doing funny eye contacts to me!LOL! they are so FUNNY and FUN!!:D!HAHA!My maths teacher went angry again today...=.=..haiz.she's kinda scary still.:\!Oh!valentine's day is coming soon!another 2 more weeks!!YIPEE!!!cant wait!!but...i cant give gareth anything...:'(!haya...sob..anyways,have to go now.Got something urgent to do!!

Ajaja Fighting!!

hailo!!!*yawn*...ZZzzzzzZZZ..so tired!!as usual!my day at school today was normal but...someone pissed me off!!i really dont understand her!!!she insulted li mun and vanessa!!!!yeessssh!!!!i was so angry at her!she was gossiping abt them.that girl is actually a very snobby girl!!a lot of people dont like her and she thinks she is so pretty and popular.she likes to insult people and she's a playgirl!haya!!i was angry at her cause she was insulting Vanessa and li mun.TALKING BAD ABT THEM!!!later i scolded her and now she keeps staring at me.well,i dun care abt it!she has no right to INSULT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!>:(!She is actually very lanci!!the way she talks also like that!!HAIZ!!!!nevermind la......i also dun really want to talk abt it now...anyways,other than that,the day was fine.well,i go now.kinda tired.gonna sleep now!!!bye bye!!!:)!!

Tadaa.

Anyonghaseyo!!!came back frm school and was sooooo tired as usual.Just got up frm sleep.Something happened today......MY MATHS TEACHER WAS SMILING AND LAUGHTING WITH US TODAY!!!O_O!so shocking!!but i guess its a good thing.she must have been happy today for some reason.I'm so tired eventhough i slept so loong.haiz!I'm STILL alone in class....no friends(girl) to talk to me...so sad la.i miss 2 penaga last year and miss becoming the assistant monitor...:(...i miss many things...Tomorrow is friday and i have to stay back till 4 something cause got extra activities.HAYO!!i dont wanna stay back.sure i'm gonna be extra tired and the worst thing is Saturday have school to replace chinese new year hoiliday!!>:(!I dont wanna go but its PMR year and i have to cut my wood on saturday for KHB!T.T.sighhh.to cheer me up,i'll post more Full house pics!!:)!

Here i come again.

waaaaa.hello there.i just came back frm kesatria.it was so tiring.we ran and ran.phew.i didnt really do anything.i was playing badminton with yi fung.it was fun!!i love to play badminton.i find fun when playing it.well,its the third week of school now.My maths teacher is SUPERRRR scary like 100%!!!!she likes to scold a lot.T.T!sobb...sobb.anyways,i never chat with gareth frm some time now.its been long.aww......i wanna chat again with him.i hope he come online today.I finally bought Full House DVD!!YAY!!!can watch full house on and on.i love that show.Rain is acting in it.the drama is just magnificent.i love the show a lot.Also,rain kinda reminds me of gareth cause they look alike.lol.really!but makes me happy in some way.it makes me think of gareth.i wonder how he is now.i cant wait to see him.gonna hug him when i see him!sigh...i love you,Gareth!!haha.so sudden i just say that.i'm planning to get a job this year if can.i want one.plus,i have to go tuition soon or else i will fail my maths in exams and pmr.maths is getting harder and harder!well,like wat Han Ji Eun say is Full HOuse...AJAJA FIGHTING!!(means like giving confidence in korean).I'm gonna try my best this year.Sometimes i feel really lonely in my class now.i have n0 friends except for guys.i sit next to shaun.i only talk to him,jerald,aaron,jie ming and scott.i'm so lonely.no girl friends to talk to me.all of them have a partner each except me.i'm always alone during bacaan class.sigh...kinda sad.my friends are all in different class.well,i just gotta accept it.....:(....well,bye for now.I'm gonna post some Full House pics.

Full House(Han Ji Eun(Song Hye Kyo) and Lee Young Jae(Rain))

Morning session

Gahhhh!i'm so tired!!morning session is so tiring!!!!its killing me!!T.T!awwww!!imagine the pain of getting up this whole year and its only january NOW!!plus,another two more years!GAAA!!later i have to go for kesatria.EEE!i dont wanna go.so tired.wanna sleep.BUT I HAVE TO GO!!!OR ELSE WILL GET PUNISHMENT!!!!AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!i want holidays to come faster now!!!:(!the pain of getting up so early in the morning everyday is just so PAINFUL!T~T!SOB!aiyO!!!!anyways,gtg now.Bye

Beautiful View

someday i would love to walk in a place like this...full of cherry blossoms surrounding me.

Genting WAS FUNN!!!!!:D!

HELLLOOOOO!!!!!!!I'm BACK FRom Genting!!!i came back on thursday!woots!it was so fun!!i sat in most of the thrilling rides i never sat before like cyclops(so scary when going down)spinner,sungai rejang(its like a boat ride that falls frm the stop!so scary and u will get wet and cold!!)flying dragon and mush more!!was so fun!!the outdoor theme park was the most funnest.oh!i also won an elephant frm the outdoor game carnival!!i was so happy!!its the first time i won in those kind of games.let me show u the pic of the elephant

ahh!!so cute!!

i'll post some more pics now.oh yeah!!i went to my dads uncles hse.here's some pic.

such a nice place.

this tree is more than 30 years old!!O_O!

a very cute pineapple,indeed!

we also went to eat cendol...:D!

ahh...got so many more pics but lazy to upload!well,have to go now!!bye bye!

Time flies

YEAH!!tomorrow me and my family are finally going genting!!yesss!!so excited!i think i'm going to sit the roller coaster that goes upside down for the first time in my life.i hope its gonna be fun.AH!so excited la!cant wait!oh,today i burnt myself while cooking hashbrown..:'(so pain....my hand has a scar adi and also below my eye...sob..so painful.it burns.anyways,i'm really excited.Gonna sit this and sit that and go swimming there.i wonder whether it will be VERY cold.i hope its not raining.otherwise i cant sit the outdoor ride.please dun make it to rain.i wanna have so much fun at genting.oh wait!if i'm going genting means i cant go online..for 3 days!aiya...cant get to chat with Gareth.well,i'll chat with him a LOT when i come back then!!X)!ok,bye bye blog.today is my last update.i will re-write when i come back.i'll tell abt my trip to genting!Bye!

Felicia's another day of school...XD!

BWAA!came back frm school and was so sleepy!I cant even open my eyes during school.morning session is kinda hard cause have to get up early.but i have no choice..have a stand it for this whole year and another 2 more year.T__T!i think by then i'll get used to waking up early.today was kinda okay.nothing much happened in class.BUT MY MATHS TEACHER IS SO SCARY!!Everybody is kinda of scared of her.she likes to talk harshly to everyone.I'm already scared of her also.my other subject teachers are okay.they are normal.oh,again we went back on 1.40pm and our last period was maths so we had to endure the pain of being there another 35 mins.But good thing tomorrow is FRIDAY!!means going back at 12.30pm.Yipeee!!!ahh..i feel much better after a long 3 hrs nap.but i'm still kinda sleepy.must be because i slept late yesterday.hrmm...i think i need a drink now.well,Bye!TTFN....Ta Ta For Now..(tigger's words of saying "bye" in winnie the pooh...XD)....wat??winnie the pooh is not bad and not childish!>.<

Full house

I just started watching this drama and it ended the next day!But this korean drama is soooo nice!!i love it eventhough i only watch a little of it.Rain is acting in it!!XD!Its a good romantic and comedy drama.

Skipped School for 2 days!!=.=

heyyyy!i skipped school yesterday and today cuz i'm not feeling well.i had a fever yesterday.sighhh.school juz reopened and here i am being sick.actually,me and all my siblings suddenly didnt feel well.all of us started throwing up one by one.mummy and grandpa is not feeling well too.i hope all of us get better soon.OH!!going to genting soon on the 11th january!!XD!!!cant wait!!!another 5 more days!gonna be real fun.Did i say that school actually ends at 1.05pm but my class,penaga and ramin gotta stay back till 1.40pm??AHH!!sobbb!!we gotta stay back another 35mins for extra classes everyday except for friday!!NOOO!well,i guess we have no choice.dun worry!juz another few more mins only.:\!anyways,gareth finally came back online!!HURAY!!!!XD!i chatted with him!he seems to be fine.good to know.

Well,i have to go now.i will update soon again.

Bye bye blog.Ur writer will come again.

First day of form 3

hey there!i'm so tired!!!juz came back frm schoool!I was kinda lonely today in a new class cuz non of my friends were in the same class...sob...i'm kinda sad..:(...i wanted to sit next to the window but i had to give it to a girl cuz she wanted to sit with her friend.:'(!Now i'm sitting way at the back at the middle row.sigh..it doesnt matter now.Well,got to go.watching a korean drama!bye!

Its time to head off to form 3!

Well,this is it!!i'm gonna sleep now and when i wake up,i'll be getting ready to head to school.I'm worried and scared but i gotta juz be myself.thats wat kakak told me.ok!I wanted to chat with Gareth before i go school tomorrow but he didnt come online.Vanessa told me Gareth said to tell me he's kinda busy and his fine.I'm happy that he's alrite!I hope he will come back online again soon.I kinda miss chatting with him.well,time to sleep now!Gotta wake up very early!!Good nite and Bye,Blog!!:)!

End of the holidays and here comes morning session!

BWAAAAA!!!!Have to go back school tomorrow!!!EEEE!!!i feel kinda scared going back to school for some reason!T.T!i'm going form 3..means MUST GET UP EARLY!!Like 5.45am!!sob!Gareth didnt come online yesterday also!!AWWW!!!i need to talk to him before i go to school tomorrow so i would feel better!!GAHH!!SO worried la!I DIDNT EVEN GET MY G2 PEN YET!!!O_O!!OOOHHH!!!!I better not forget to wear tie tomorrow since its monday or else i'm DOOM!Well,GOT TO GO NOW!!!GOTTA SEE WAT I'M MISSING FOR SCHOOL!!

GoodBye 2009!!i will miss it!

aha!today is the last day of 2009.Haiz...times moves so fast.All the wonderful and worst things that happened this year will never be forgotten.Tomorrow will be a new day of the year and i'm looking forward to wat will happen.My wish that it will be a good year for me and everybody.I hope that Gareth will come back or I go to Canada.well,i'm trying as hard as i can to get more and more money.oooh,i'm hoping to get a job next year since i'm already 15!gotta try my luck!eh!i juz heared my auntie telling me today KL is gonna have something ON to celebrate a new year!!Gonna have fireworks too and many other stuff!!i wanna go see!!it would be nice!i've been wondering why Gareth didnt come online recently.i mean he does but not during the time i always chat with him.I guess he's busy at that time.I wish he comes online today...>.

great memories

Halloo!!so late adi now...lol!not really.its gonna be 11pm in another few more minutes!i'm waiting for gareth to come online!!i din talk to him for 6 days already!!!sobbb...why he not coming online.........??????.aiya!!i wonder how he's doing!i hope he's fine.i miss him so much....he din come online..sobb.its time to go back soon!!another few more daysssss!!omgg...i'm going form 3 next year...D:!the best thing is i'm going nemesu!!yeah!!thank u,jesus!thank u so much!!YAY!!!XD!!I'm also going genting soon!!on the 11th(i think)or the 12th or the 13th(january)...=___=..lol!i'm not sure wat date!!And mummy and daddy's anniversary is coming also!!its on the 1st january!!A new year is coming!!xDDD!!mummy say its gonna be a good year for people who born on the year of pig!well,i hope got a lot of good luck!and i hope to get enough of money so i can go canada and see gareth!!i really hope i get enough of money so i can see him!!:)!i'm always thinking abt him.i love him so much!whenever i think abt him,i feel sad but at the same time happy because he gave a great experience abt love.now i knw the feeling of true love.theres nothing else to say but i love him so much and forever will.Knowing him was one of the best thing that happened in my life.i still remembered how we met.lol!it was kinda funny but sweet at the same time.A life without him is really sad and a future without him is meaningless.One thing i also hope is that i can be with Gareth forever.i'm wishing for that to come true.He's one of the person i always cherish in my life and always think of.>

hallo!!!I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!wanna know why!!!???cuz i'm going nemesu!!!YES!!!!thank you,god!!!thank u so much!!i promise i'm gonna work harder!!!thank u so much!!!i'm so so so so so happpppyyyyy that i'm going nemesu,the class i want to go!!!yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!XD!!!!!!!!=D!!!!!i'm so excited!!so happy..=)....now i will study harder to score good marksss!!i will!!

these last few days of 2009

hallllloooo!!christmas is over adi.it wasnt much fun but it was okay.uncle don and auntie sharon got me big book of origami.it teaches u how to make different kind of origami.now i finally knw how to make a paper crane!:D!its time to go back to school soon.few more days.time to go form 3!!i'm cannot scared and happy at the same time..:\...!gonna be 15 years old!big girl!oh,mummy bought me a hoodie shirt for me!!its nice!!and today i went and bought a red paul frank hoodie!!!!!FINALLY!!i got one!!!its so EXPENSIVE!!!!!RM250!!!!:O!!but thanks to mummy,i got one!!i love u,mummy!!thank u vry much!!i'm going genting on january!i cant wait!!gonna sit on a few scary rides if i dare!!!tomorrow i'm going to school to see wat class i'm going next year!!!please let me go nemesu!!!please!!!i really wanna go nemesu!!please,god!!please!!please!!i really wanna go nemesu so much!!PLEASE!!!!!!PLEASE!!i really hope!!!i'll study even harder next year!!please,god!!please!!!let me go nemesu!!well,i really hope!!

NEWS!

hallo there,blog!!long time no write adi!!!holidays are okay.not bad!!fun and a bit boring!!so,i got a new hp!!!my dad bought it for me cuz my OLD hp is gone...water went in it....sob...so,now i have a new one and its LG KF300!!!i love it!!!its flip open!!i finally got a flip open HP!!!YEAH!oh,i watched new moon adi and IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!i feel like watching it again!!!!!i cant seem to get bored of twilight eventhough i've watched almost 100 times!!!the movie is juz great!!but i dunno why many people dun like it!!its really GOOD!!!new moon was nicer!!i feel like wanna buy the DVD and watch it again!!!lol...i'm a bit addicted to twilight saga adi...haha.OH!christmas is coming!!!!another 2 more weeks!!i cant wait!!!this year i am hoping everybody gives me money($$$$$$$) as presents!!i really need to go canada!!!MUST GO!!!i went to curve to see the decorations there!it was nice but i prefer last year's decoration!aiya...kinda sad also eventhough christmas is coming...its because gareth's not here...i cant see him and cant get to celebrate with him...sigh...i miss him....='(...well,i guess i gotta get more money!!save up more so can go canada SOON!!GOTTA WORK HARD!!

lately..

OK!YES!school is finally over for the year!it ended yesterday!sob...i'm gonna miss my classmates...2 penaga was the best class!we all had so much fun and always laugh everyday!i'm gonna miss all the teachers who taught our class especially pn margaret!i'm gonna miss this year a lot!!sigh...exams are over also!it actually ended kinda long time ago!!i hope i go to nemesu next year!!!i wonder wat i'm gonna do during this 2 months holidays??i have no idea!!such a long holiday but dunno wat to do!!hrm...i wonder how gareth is doing?i hope he's fine and healthy!haya!!to begin with,i dunn0 wat to do!!!!!!need more money!!!anyways,i hope i can get a new phone.sigh...need more money to go canada!!need to find a way!i hope i can go canada soon!i wanna see gareth!sigh...i miss gareth...really miss him a lot....i hope i can see him very soon!

Syaoran and Sakura

Tsubasa chronicle

cherry blossom aka sakura...

i love this flowers...their my favourite.i want to see but in malaysia theres no cherry blossom tree.aww...but this picture is nice..

i really like this korean drama!!!

The Man In The Vineyard

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sob..sob!!so sad la today!!!!!!SOB!!!!!!i finished watching cardcaptor sakura movie 2 and it was so sad and touching!!sob.....i cried!!!!!then later after that,something was buggin me...!then,i felt kinda sad.sob..!!!today is sunday and tomorrow is monday...means that i cant chat with gareth long on monday cuz he have to go school.only weekends can chat long but it depends whether gareth free or not.....i juz finished chatting with him juz now...well,it wasnt long..cuz he have to go out....aww.........sob.....i really hope i can save up a lot of money so that i can see him...i must!if i ever get a chance to see gareth,the first thing i will do is hug him to let him know that i've missed him eversince he left...and then i will tell him that i love him and always will.he's one of the most important person to me in the whole wide world..i am so happy that i met him!he gave me so many happy memories..so many sad memories and funny ones too.meeting him was the best thing that ever happened to me.i really hope that i can be forever with him!

during the holidays!

hey there!its raya holidays now!!we have 1 week free of school!yay!!but very boring la at home.no go anywhere...sob...well,i only use com or play ps2.anyways,theres a big problem now!!!if its holidays,i wont be able to save up money cuz no money to give!!!ahhh!!!!!NOO!!!!i have to get money if i wanna see gareth!!!sob...sob!!!i need money!!!sigh....if money was that easy to get....sob..!oh,even for a puppy,brandy bites really hard.my hand is full of bite marks!!ok!back to the topic...NOOOO!!!!i have no money to save!!!argh!!this is s big problem now!!how am i gonna get money!!PLEASE HELP ME GET MORE MONEY!!!I WANT TO GO CANADA!!!PLEEEAASSEE!!!i really want to....well,i juz have to find a way to get money!!!!

today!ho

hi there,my blog!!wootS!!i'm very tired today!!!its because i use the com the whole day!!!WAAHH!!!very tired!the com drained all my energy...!anyways...aww....sob..sob....gareth din come online...he normally come at 7.45pm and now is already 8.42pm and he still not here...sob...sob...maybe he is busy..,i guess...sob!!!well,i guess i better go...i used kinda long adi...well,bye...

feelings...

hey there.....sigh......i dont know why but i feel very sad and angry.....yesterday nite i was very angry but today i feel awfully sad........i have no mood to do anything...sigh...why....?...i think i might know the reason which made me sad....its so hard........roar.........few days at home,i've been feeling very sad and feeling very upset...how can i put it...?sigh....i feel a lot of different feelings in 1 time.thats the bad thing....

hah!juz today!

hey there!!lol!today was my sis bday!!and the puppy finally came!!!OMG!!!its so cute!!!!it kinda look shy and sad...aww.....but its SO CUTE!!!!and we went out for dinner and the food was nice..not bad....!lol!my sis had a barbie doll cake and was so nice!i think it was very expensive by the look of it!haha!as i was saying...,the puppy is so cute laaa!!now we finally have a puppy!!!i always wanted one!!!hehe!!well,gtg now!need to sleep!!BYE!!X)!

my sis!

YIPEE!!today is a great day!its my sis bday!!!i juz wanna wish my sis,florentina....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

school today!

allo!!today is the first day of going back school after having holiday for 1 week!!hmmm.....nothing really much happen!juz an ordinary day!well,tomorrow is my sis bday and i also have to pass up my geo project which i'm not completely done yet...T_T.....haha....well,as i was saying,its my sis bday 2moro and GUESS WAT!!?my dad bought her a puppy because she wanted it!lol!i'm happy cuz we finally get a puppy and its only 2 months old!!!yay!!i cant wait!the pup is coming 2moro!!i cant wait to see it!!!!awww!!i'm so excited!!

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allo!waah!so long already din come this blog!!lol...!i suppose to be sleeping rite now...its already 11.30pm....!!!well,i'm sleeeeeepy....!haha!sigh...i feeling like tellin gareth now that he's the best and i really love him!!!okaaaaay......now i need to sleep......lol.....

DUNNO WHY BUT I'M FEELING HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha!!!!!

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sigh....wat am i gonna do?i'm not sure what i should do....i cant really take it anymore....i've been holding my feelings for 5 months now....i know i'm selfish to ask u to come back but....please gareth, come back......i juz cant hold on any more...i've never got a chance to see u or go out with you when u were still here....please juz come back....i know i'm asking for something impossible....but all i ever want is to see u.....sigh.....i wish that it was easy for me so i'm able to see u all the time...i really miss u a lot..do u know that..?i know i am able to chat with u online but it would me much greater to see u...well,at least i'm still in touch with u...thats a good thing....i guess....if u ever come back and i ever get to see u...that will be a great chance...i juz hope that it will come true....

.....just thinking.....

i'm back again!!roar......kinda boring and nothing to say....hmmm.....oh,i already said sorry to gareth and he forgave me already!!!!!!!yeah!!!!i'm super happy!!!i'm very glad!!!he's great....=)...!!hmm.....i was just thinking....when we love someone,we shouldnt love them by appearance....we should always love them because of who they are...in other words is their characteristic....its wrong to love someone just because of their prettyness or good looking-ness.thats wat i think.the reason why i love gareth is because of who he is...lol....he's funny and nice and he's not like other ppl that i know...he's different....and for that..,he's a very special person to me...its just sad that i never got a chance to see him before he left to canada...sigh....thats why i'm trying my very best to save money to see him....well,i'm just saying that we should love someone not cause of their appearance but who they are....=D.........

to gareth...i'm sorry..

sigh.......yesterday i was mad at someone.....not just someone...someone who was very important to me....i just lost my anger and scolded him....i really hate myself sometimes..!i felt really sad yesterday and i cried a lot....i scolded the person i love and now i feel horrible...wat kind of person am i..?i told him to never talk to me again....i din mean it....its just because i had a rough day at school and just lost my anger at him...i just really want to say sorry to him...i'm sorry....gareth....

today in school......

hey.....sumtin bad happen to me in school today......yeah....it started out as a fun day but ended as a bad day.....sigh.........i dun really want to talk about it..cuz its an embarrasing thing for me....it wasnt nice at all....it was really bad...and i was moody all the way home and still am..sigh.......such a bad day....='(

myself!

hello everybody!!!i'm felicia and i just recently joined blogspot which is a blog where i can express all my feelings and tell ya bout me and all my daily happenings!!well,not all cuz some are personal!!haha!well,firstly...i go to SMKDJ and i'm form 2!always like using the com and worrying one day i might get to addicted!!lol!well,already am.i'm also an anime fan!!LOVE ANIMES!!!watch a lot of anime!!and also have mangas!!a lot!!but sadly.....i have to sell them away...sob.......sob.......okay!!!i also like to play badminton!!very fun!!^_^!hehe!well,life in school,all i can say is sometimes its fun and sometimes i have my hard and bad time.in class..,we laugh too much cuz of the "NUT"of the class!he even makes teacher laugh and very sick minded!!lol.i call him BABBOON!!and worst is tat this fella doesnt even know wat "babboon" means....===!haha!well,in my class theres always laughter!we laugh all the way!!i also have friends in other classes and other school.but sadly...rite now...a really important friend of mine moved to canada.....sob..its a really sad news to me....but gladly,i'm still in touch with him...THROUGH COM!!!wakakaka!!sigh...i miss him a lot!well,....i still have more things to say but RITE NOW I HAVE TO GET READY FOR SCHOOLLLLLLL!!!!I"M LATEEEEEEEEE!!!!bye!!!XD!