to gareth...i'm sorry..

sigh.......yesterday i was mad at someone.....not just someone...someone who was very important to me....i just lost my anger and scolded him....i really hate myself sometimes..!i felt really sad yesterday and i cried a lot....i scolded the person i love and now i feel horrible...wat kind of person am i..?i told him to never talk to me again....i din mean it....its just because i had a rough day at school and just lost my anger at him...i just really want to say sorry to him...i'm sorry....gareth....