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sigh....wat am i gonna do?i'm not sure what i should do....i cant really take it anymore....i've been holding my feelings for 5 months now....i know i'm selfish to ask u to come back but....please gareth, come back......i juz cant hold on any more...i've never got a chance to see u or go out with you when u were still here....please juz come back....i know i'm asking for something impossible....but all i ever want is to see u.....sigh.....i wish that it was easy for me so i'm able to see u all the time...i really miss u a lot..do u know that..?i know i am able to chat with u online but it would me much greater to see u...well,at least i'm still in touch with u...thats a good thing....i guess....if u ever come back and i ever get to see u...that will be a great chance...i juz hope that it will come true....